It is still difficult to accept that Robert is gone, but I need to accept it somehow.

Last night I had a strange dream, I was sitting on top of a steel structure of approx. 500m high. I was scared to fall down so I decided to climb down. I almost fall. When I arrived one floor lower, I saw that my son Lunar also climed up at the same florr I was. Suddenly Lunar changed into Robert, who was sitting on a stage above me and was playing. I reached my hand to him and he tried to reach my hand. I said, I miss you.... and than I woke up.